every day

[love noah's airplanes in the background]

they're my every day.

and it's new.

i once heard a friend say she chants to herself...

"don't be afraid of your own kids. don't be afraid of your own kids."

honestly, each morning i have to say ok. i'm bigger. older. and smarter.

and then i have to convince myself i'm stronger after noah rams his head into my shoulder.

every day.