Friday, November 26, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Thursday, October 7, 2010
here we are.
and i absolutely love it here.
thought we'd stay for 3 months.
3 actually turned into 12.
12 until we head back to the other side of the world.
which feels like forever away from home.
[which is why He is allowing time to grow my desire.
and time to grow scott's patience.]
even since the very first day of arriving "home", i've thought ...
wow, father. i've never experienced the richness of your kindness like this.
ever since then, i've heard Him telling me that the very purpose of being filled in this season is to be emptied in the next.
Monday, September 20, 2010
Saturday, September 18, 2010
just another lovely part of being home. old pictures
and baby books to file through.
i'd love to say that when i head over to my parents' house
i'll find some baby pictures
that look like noah,
but i'm afraid the only similar ones
will be where we're smiling ...
with our eyes "closed".
Monday, September 13, 2010
i know it's weird.
but this face makes me blurt out
and just because i had to show you the
rest of the pictures from
he loved staring at our curtains. white curtains. what the heck is
so interesting about that? as scott says, "we may never know".
this looks like a little school photo or something.
or maybe a picture showing the
definition of a square head.
[the pictures look a little different because i was messing with the different settings. don't ask me why i feel the need to say that, i just do. it was bothering me to think of not mentioning it.]
Saturday, September 4, 2010
scott went to china this weekend.
first time alone with noah.
so of course i called mom at a low point yesterday.
and heard a good word from her.
she said He gives me :
"grace for what is, not what if..."
not sure about you, but when things
get blah i start doing the what if.
what if i seriously can't do this by myself.
what if it doesn't get easier like people say.
oh gosh, what if something happens to scott.
what if then i really am by myself.
what if blah blah blah.
as dramatic or trivial as they are, i think them.
you can just wear out those what ifs. that's when mom said it. don't go down the road of what if. He gives me grace [in other words: supply] for what is. for the now. and if one of the what ifs happened, then there'd be His supply for that need right then as well.
one day at a time. surrendered day.
a baby brings a whole new meaning to that.
so i woke up today to find more.
wanting to be "shattered".
i loved reading that word this morning.
with all the adjustment lately, i need my present perspective of Christ to be shattered.
i don't want my mind to be bogged down.
i want my mind on the things of God, not the things of man.
He is readjusting me. He's doing it by
finishing in me something that only this current situation can do.
some people may wonder [and i ask myself]:
"do you feel like
these past few weeks in hk
have been pointless?"
"wouldn't you rather have spent those first 7 weeks of
noah's life back "home"?"
"now that you're moving from hk,
do you think you should have just come
back to auburn to have the baby and stay there?"
because He is finishing in us something that only this situation can do.
he brings about NEW situations so that
we can become NEW in character.
so here i am, hoping for that abundance.
that as i am seeking newness in Him, i will find it.
and find it in abundance.
Friday, August 27, 2010
This definitely brought us back to riding in the back seat listening to cassette tapes with our moms. It was such a blessing to both of us today. We felt like sharing it with you. It's one of those songs that just seem to pull the words right out of your heart. The ones that you've been longing to pour out before Him.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
crazy to look at scott and think : wow you're a dad.
and i'm a mom.
what in the world.
he seriously is not an ordinary dad.
i can't explain it.
you'll just have to be around the two of these guys to experience what i mean.
a favorite little tid bit of mine
is how scott sings to wake noah up.
i sing him to sleep.
scott sings him awake.
that joyful noisemaker has come in handy.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
hopefully nobody cares that i'm not putting many words on this one.
ever since the being a mom thing started,
i've felt a slight release of trying to "people please".
it feels good. you should try it.
all my brain can think is
EAT. CHANGE DIAPER. WAKE UP. SLEEP.
again, and again.
with that said, who has brain space to even blog? so here are some pictures
that we hope can show you how our days have been [of course,
we don't have any pictures of Noah
crying, but i can assure you that definitely takes place.]
we love our little baby. so much it hurts.